Looking back at 2025
I was feeling down during the last 2 months of 2025.
I tried to start a new walking habit to be healthier. Just 30 minutes of intermittent walking training on a walking pad. Midway, I missed a day every now and then. A day turn two, then became a week. I can't keep my streak. Never mind I thought, I'll do better in December. Life caught on, and when I failed within the first few days of December, I felt I'm not discipline enough, not having a strong will power like those other people in my Youtube feed. Those "I did x for 30 days when this happened".
I went back to gaming. I gained weight. Uninspired to blog. Watched more Youtube, one video after another, mainly game and movie trailers, and various self-help contents. Then I found this video and it got me thinking.
The thinking leads to another. And another.
By the end of December, I shifted my perspective.
I slowed down.
But slowing down inspired me more. I started to see things differently. I started doing things differently. And it felt fresh.
I can't really summarize my year in a post. My journal entries are scattered because I switched from physical journal back to digital journal mid year. But that's fine. It is what it is.
Instead of a good bye post in 2024, I like to thank you instead.
Happy New Year 2026